FIRDAUS is my name whether you like it or not. Born on 070792. Singapore Poly is my second home. Attached since 100208 till FOREVER But I guess I still love you anyhow
the feeling of satisfaction... proud and happy.... when i see the glimmering eyes of the groom... filled with so much... gratitude... happiness and excitement... shaking my hand... thanking me for making their wedding possible... that everything went smoothly... the joy in his face... as he ran off to meet his bride at home... to meet the woman he love so much... i just couldnt describe it... i felt like i had done a good deed...
but it was only for a moment...
when i tried putting myself in his shoe...
sadness overwhelmed me...
the woman i love so much...
haiz...
Saturday, February 6, 2010
work was chaotic today... but thank God...
with me and abg lan...
nothing is impossible...
nothing is too big for us to handle...
felt so happy...
we ended early...
and still had time to ask the couple...
if everything was ok...
cause usually we couldnt... rushing for time...
imagine the staples used for the stapler above...
have one the staple going into your palm...
as you were carrying a wood filled with such staples...
and like once wasnt enough...
it went deeper in when you thought...
that it was ok and try to carry it again...
well the feeling SUCKS!
especially when you got to take it out...
since its bent...
and the side effect from it?
you cant clench your fist...
for some reason...
and the stinging feeling it left you with...
damn it hurts!
it happened to me earlier on....
Friday, February 5, 2010
went to school... well.. everyone submission is today... so i went... and helped bella... she needed help with her photoshop...
around 1...
went off to amk...
got to work...
4+ started work at 3 different places...
clementi, choa chu kang and woodlands...
went home around 2am...
Thursday, February 4, 2010
gone to school... and did some work... well... at least i did something... rather then staying home... doing nothing... hmmm....
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
when i was sitting alone... old memories start flashing back... i wonder where has it gone to... all those lovely memories...
then i snapped out of it...
and realised...
this is the truth...
the reality...
that is when tears rolled down...
as i realised...
those days...
will never come again...
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
helped nafis out with his project... by lending him computer...
and shit i got locked in my own home...
so they had to wait till...
my sis came back to send key...
then gave nafie my fever medicine...
let him rest...
did some work...
and off they went home...
Monday, February 1, 2010
damn didnt go school today... wasnt feeling good... lack of rest and food...
so stayed home and slacked...
im so stressed up with school project....
Consider me a smile in an old photograph, someone who used to make you laugh.